30.1.13

Only One



You’re only getting farther – you’re the only one
As much as I loved you, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
Only one
We awkwardly sit across each other,
Making small talk and asking what’s new
The moments when the conversation stop for a moment
The cold silence freezes us
We will become strangers at this place right now
Someone will shed tears and be left alone but
I hate seeing you try not to scar me and feel ill at ease
So I’ll let you go
My love, good bye now – you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
Only One
You’re the only one, Only One
At my sudden works, you seem to be relieved for some reason
Where did we go wrong?
Did we hope for different places starting from long ago?
The sharpness of the vast difference of our start and end
And the pain that stabs my heart – why is it so similar?
My overwhelmed heart crumbles emptily in just one moment
How can I stand up again?
My love, good bye now – you’re the only one (you’re the only one)
Even at the moment we break up, you’re the only one
It hurts and hurts and it’s foolish but good bye
Though I may never see you again, you’re the only one
When will my head erase you? (I will let you go)
One day, two days, one month, if long term then a few years (My baby can’t forget)
And someday in your memories,
I won’t live in it, you will erase me
Only One Only One
You’re the only one, Only One

29.1.13

you



I couldn’t bear to say that I like you
Just being by your side like this was good enough

Yes, should I muster up some courage one more time?
 
Should I tell you how I feel?
You don’t even know my heart and you just smile brightly

I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I’m calling you 
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you

I’m telling you that I want you 
I’m telling you that I love you 
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you 
Like this

Shyly, I hide my fluttering heart
And I met you again today
I worry that my heart will be noticed
So I turn around

I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I’m calling you
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you

I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I love you
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you

I still need you, I still you
Nothing can replace you
Cuz I love you – wait for me 
 I will tell you my heart

I’m telling you that I’m looking for you
I’m telling you that I want to have you
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you

I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I love you
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you
Like this

Mistake



I’m still at the same place, weary from wandering by your side
As I wander in circles, days have passed and I find myself at this place

You know, you know that my heart is aching
Watching you smile makes my heart ache more

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

How much longer must I cry as I trust in that promise?
You lied to me to wait for you, even my greed for your love has grown weary

You know, you know that my heart is aching
How can you play dumb and smile like that?

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more
It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me
It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

I knew I couldn’t have you but my love for you just kept growing
It’s my mistake for waiting by myself, regretting by myself, loving you by myself

Even though my heart was aching, it’s my mistake for not letting you go (I’m such a fool)
I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go (It’s my mistake)
Even though it's all my fault
Even though it's all my fault
That’s ok. As long as you’re there (Always…)

Please forgive me for being like this
(forgive the person) Who loved you~

28.1.13

Loving you~



Hey it’s so strange, really strange
I’ve never been like this before
Whenever I see you, my heart pounds and trembles
When I see your face, I imagine things by myself
I can’t keep a straight face – I’m going crazy
Because I miss you again

I wanna say woo woo woo woo yeah
I’m like this because of you
I don’t want to be the first to say it but
The words linger around my mouth

Loving U – what should I do – what should I do?
I can’t control my heart, my heart is not working
It’s to the point where I can’t focus
Boy I’m falling in love with U
What should I do, what should I do?
I can’t lose you, I love you
Woo woo woo woo woo
Baby I’m in love with you

Ok let’s talk about love, everyone whistles
Oh my, all the boys who tried to hit on me, now goodbye
With my cutesy voice, I only wanna call you
What to do, I think I am in love
Woo woo woo woo yeah
I don’t want to be the first to say it but
The words linger around my mouth

Loving U – what should I do – what should I do?
I can’t control my heart, my heart is not working
It’s to the point where I can’t focus
Boy I’m falling in love with U
What should I do, what should I do?
I can’t lose you, I love you
Woo woo woo woo woo
Baby I’m in love with you

My heart is burning, this night is too long
Words I’ve been hiding from you, I love you
 
Baby I’m in love with U
What should I do, what should I do?
I can’t control my heart, my heart is not working
It’s to the point where I can’t focus

27.1.13

no title



So why are you smilling so broadly today?

Is it because of the person that i introduced you to that last time?

Is she making you smile? That happy girl.

We’ve been together for such a long time

Do you still not know? Do you really not know me?

Is there really a dummy like this

Do you still not know? I’m standing here with my arms wide open.

Where are you going on in such a hurry?

I want to walk a little bit slower

This precious time i am spending with you

I want to experience for a little bit longer

            We are standing in the same place

            Looking at different things

            I’m only looking at one thing.. but you don’t know

            Can you please look at me?